lies and hopesthe lie that left my lips is still ringing in my ears I wanted so badly to be happy I said the hurt was fading the opposite is true it was only beginning to sink inlies and hopes
Getting Over ItThe hurt stung at first it bit through me tearing my hopes and thrusting me into despairGetting Over It
but the hurt faded a lot sooner than I expected maybe I've grown stronger maybe you changed me
Perhaps I've lost the ability to attach myself to someone like I used to so very utterly
my hopes have changed despair has left the hurt sits with me like a reminder
of fun times laughter and dancing I will remember the times we spent with a smile on my lips
Un-namedShaking clothed in sweat we move the dance of millenia heated we feel no exhaustion euphoric and delighted by our own ability to move we'll feel it tomorrow but tonight we rave.Un-named
Mourning the Morningwhen the slow jabs of consciousness poke us in my bed blankets clenched tight cold looking for an entrance I cling to you so I can remain dreaming the world is so invasive rat-a-tat on my door questioning my wakefulness my existence but why should I exist in that world when this one is so warm?Mourning the Morning
Entry the First
I'll come back
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